Although
not as young, he hasn't changed, I would recognise that smile anywhere. His
hair is still dark but the tell tale sign of age is visible in the speckled
grey. His voice seduces me with the same deep tone, as he calls out my name
across the busy room of people all holding ticket numbers in their hand.
"Kate!" he shouts and looking his way I see his smile, a smile that despite the
laughter lines, lights up his face and probably still melts the hearts of the
women his speaks to. His pace quickens as he strides to my chair. Catching me
completely off guard, I stare up into his hazel eyes, the eyes that use to burn
into my soul when we made love. "Marcus?" I ask, holding the gaze of my ex
lover as my hand rests on my neck, knowing I have the signs of surprise glowing
on my skin.
Rapidly
I wonder what he sees, have I changed? My cheekbones still high and defined, my
neck still slender but I know I don't look like the young girl that I once was
yet my body and mind plays tricks on me daily, as I still feel like her. All
those years between us and here we are a chance meeting at the London Passport
Office.
"I
have to submit my application." I hold up the form, what a stupid thing to say;
why else would I be sat here. I blabber to him nervously, thinking he will
leave, hoping he will stay. He takes my hand in greeting, I wish he hadn't, had
he just said formal hellos and well wishes I would have been okay with that.
But his fingers intimately touch my wrist and he circles it within his grasp
before letting me go. The queues take longer than I had anticipated, so Marcus
leaves to find the correct window to collect his passport. All I can do is sit
and wait with my memories of our love affair in Goa, memories of being
inseparable and young.
Of
course I know how it came about that I leave with him, he asks me for coffee
and I look into his eyes and daydream and ponder before saying yes, the same
yes I want to shout out the very minute he asks me. The coffee house by the
station is small and cramped but we find a seat in the corner, in our own
world. We are foolish just sitting there speaking so little, me tugging my
skirt down as it keeps rising up, skating on the softness of my silk hold ups,
him looking into the speckled blue Denby mug filled to the brim with hot black
coffee. We look out of place; we look like two lovers hiding their secret from
their loved ones. Absurd thought I know.
My
fingers with their pale peach painted nails play with the sachets of sugar, my
gold band and sapphire eternity ring glisten and every now and again I look up
and catch his stare. I am nervous, he can sense that. The atmosphere is
unbearable as already I am thinking of the eventual goodbye. Marcus takes my
hand and stops me from bending the corner of yet another sweet and low sachet.
"Kate," he whispers. I look up and smile, my lips I know, are naked of all
shine.
We
talk about our families, our jobs, just about everything, we even reminisce about
the time we spent together. He teases me telling me I shouldn't have been so
irresistible. The conversation and the desire in his eyes takes me back to the
fragrance of Jasmine and the spices of India and the first time we seduced each
other. But my agenda doesn't allow for more than a few hours in London and he
is flying out from Heathrow in the morning.
Once
again I find myself sitting on the edge of the bath in a plush hotel, my head
bows looking down at the cell phone in my nervous hand. I have to make that
dreaded call, tell that lie. Just leave, I tell myself, leave and no one will
know, nothing will happen, everything will go back to normal. But it isn't as
simple as that. My lover is in the next room, we both know what will happen,
but we aren't free. I am no longer a 25 year old flight attendant. We are not
by a beach, it is a damp London in a warm hotel and we have responsibilities,
people who trust us.
But
what is the point in leaving now, I feel guilty just being alone in the same
room with him and my body is deceiving me. I'm already wet with desire and can
see my nipples are erect. How I wish I didn't wear such a sheer bra to London
today and my silk shirt is doing little to disguise my arousal.
Having
told my first lie, I leave the bathroom to find Marcus sitting on the bed,
fully clothed, bar his shoes, a huge pillow propping him up. Does the look on
his face mean he has made his call, I didn't hear him, I didn't hear anything
apart from my conscious doing battle with my heart. His small suitcase sits
aside the sliding wardrobe and I can just make out the signs of his pilot
uniform through the crack of the door. God the tension is ridiculous, how can
we not be saying anything when we once shared so much in that week, always
bursting for the other person to wake up just so we could hear each other's
words. Sky news is on, I smile at Marcus and he picks up the control to lower
the volume. "It's getting dark now," I make a stupid obvious statement as I
stare at the window.
"Kate,
come and join me, nothing is going to happen, just sit with me." Marcus shifts
along the queen size bed and I mutter something to the effect that I know
nothing will happen, it just feels strange to be alone with him. I think to
myself, not just alone even, but to be with him when this morning he wasn't
even in my thoughts. Why can't he just take me, fuck me like we were twenty
years younger, rip each others clothes off, we both want it, why the
deliberation. Twenty years ago I might have made the first move, but not now.
So I
slip out of my heels before meeting him on the burgundy bed cover. How crazy we
must look, two adults in a hotel room fully dressed and laying on a bed. I
swirl my legs to be along side him and before I know it he pulls me up and back
into his arms so that I am leaning on his chest. My skirt rises up my thighs
and I curl up just resting, listening to his beating heart. I know my cream
silk shirt will be creased and I dare say my skirt will be as well. "Are you
okay?" he asks as I feel his fingers run slowly up and down my silk covered
arm.
"Yup,"
I reply, "You?" I can't tell him that his soft fingers brushing on my arm is
sending bolts of electricity through my body or that I want to be naked next to
him. I don't know what part of me says touch him, but I find myself reaching
over to his shirt and my nails make circles around his tummy button. He
flinches and I chuckle, "Ticklish?" "A little." He replies.
I
try to avert my gaze from his manhood that is growing the more I am touching
him. I know he can see me looking. "I'm sorry Kate," he says "Damn it woman I
want you. When I saw you fiddling with those bloody sachets of sugar I wanted
you."
"We
were in a café!" I tease him thinking how much I wanted him the minute he said
hello at the passport office.
My
face grows red in embarrassment as he says, "Yes we were having coffee and
didn't stop me wanting to take you there on the table!"
With
that retort Marcus sits up and lays me on to my back, his body squashing down
on top of mine. My heart is pounding quickly. His hands are all over my body,
moving fabric, caressing, squeezing, feeling my nylon clad legs noticing they
are hold ups. His hand touches my flesh at the top of my thighs and I jerk with
just a slight murmur. I know he wants to go higher to feel how wet I am and I
hold his hand as he almost touches my panties feeling the heat from my aroused
pussy.
"Marcus
kiss me," I manage to say. He rolls on to his side and presses his finger to my
lips. "Shush. Not a sound." But he kisses me anyway, lightly, gently,
on the lips. He takes his finger and traces my lips, before using his tongue to
moisten them. His feather-light touch makes me shiver and I want his tongue to
devour my mouth, I want to taste him.
He
breaks the kiss too soon and leaves me gasping for air. Oh god! Don't stop, I
think to myself, knowing that I am desperate for him. He rubs my body with firm
smooth strokes before getting up leaving me on the bed, my chest panting, and
my clothes disheveled.
"Marcus?"
He holds out his hand and motions me off the bed. I know my legs are going to
give way on me, please don't make me stand for long. Marcus pulls me close to
him pressing my full breasts into his chest. I hear him moan as the kiss
intensifies. He slips his tongue into my mouth and finds mine as we brush
together over and over. His grip around my body becomes stronger and stronger
like he doesn't want to let me go. His tongue explores all areas of my mouth;
from the inner walls, to my gums and teeth, to the area below my tongue. He reaches
as far as he can, trying to dive right down my throat.
"I
can't believe I am with you Kate," he tells me once the kiss is broken. "I feel
the same," I reply, offering him another kiss, not wanting to be apart from his
lips.
Marcus
proceeds to plant his mouth against my neck and follows with a series of licks
and nibbles on my sensitive flesh. "Oh god," I whimper, enjoying the sensations
and liking them even more as Marcus massages my breasts through the silk
blouse. Although they are no longer pert they ache for his lips but he
continues stroking, kneading their sides with the palms of his hands all the
while kissing and nibbling my neck.
I
reach down and unbutton my blouse, "Touch me," I beg him, gasping as Marcus
moves his hands past my open blouse and kneads my breasts through my bra. Not
being able to tolerate it any longer I slip the blouse down from my shoulders
and Marcus helps me take it off, immediately reaching behind my back,
unclasping my bra. I slide the straps off.
His
mouth moves from my neck to my breast as I arch my back and sigh in deep
pleasure when I feel his warm lips on one of my hard nipples. I bring both my
hands around his head and weave my fingers through his short hair.
I
move away from his delicious attentive mouth, as my not so youthful body
quivers from the intensity of his actions. Staring into his eyes I undo the
zipper on my skirt and it falls to the floor my nylons follow them. Marcus is
now naked, standing in front of me with a huge erection staring at my body. I know
he can see fine hairs around my pussy where I usually keep trim and my tummy
shows signs of child birth, neither which he comments on.
I
ask him to lie on the bed so I can rediscover the man that once gave me so much
pleasure. Leaning forward, very gently I lick around his lips with the tip of
my tongue; I tease him, not allowing his probing tongue access to my mouth. I
see the passion in his eyes as his hands reach out for my body to stay close to
him. My body is yearning for more of his touch.
He
says, "Don't go," but I ease myself away and shyly go to the end of the bed,
knowing that he is staring attentively at my naked, aged body. The soft peacock
feather with its bright emerald eye stares at me in the opaque vase, bowing
towards me as the soft feathers catch the breeze from the slight opening in the
window. I grin in mischief as the feather is now in my hand ready to tease my
lover. Kneeling on the floor I look up at his body, remembering the way his
muscles were so defined and tight. Now I see a small tummy but his thighs are
still firm. His feet, for a man, are deliciously elegant and are poised in
front of me. I tell him to lay back and relax.
"This
is all for you, darling," I whisper. His hands are behind his head, his eyes
are closed.
"Don't
open them, baby," I tell him with a plea in my tone. I very gentle lick his
toes on his left foot as I glide the long feather up and down his right leg
slowly, very slowly caressing him, parting his legs slightly so that I can run
the feather inside. My tongue pays attention to his toes gently sucking then
darting in-between them. I can see him flinch, as the wetness of my mouth on
one part of his body and the gliding of the soft feather makes his cock erect
once more.
I
change sides and give attention to his right foot as the feather glides up the
side of his left leg, the same strokes the same teasing, both times avoiding to
touch his manhood with the feather, wanting to save that for my own hands and
mouth to tease.
Abandoning
the feather, I climb on the bed kneeling by his legs now so instead of a
feather trailing up and down, my kisses devour him. My auburn hair falls as I
lean closer and lower to plant small butterfly kisses on his legs, knees,
inside his thighs slowly working my way up to his chest but still avoiding his
throbbing hardness. Soft naked breasts rest on him whilst hard nipples brush
against his skin. I lean over to ensure that no part of his body remains
unkissed. With Marcus's eyes still closed, my tongue finds his tummy hole and
whilst it gentle circles the outside my hands lay flat caressing his chest
reaching up to his nipples. His body feels strong under my touch; his moan
injects arousal through my body each sound he makes causing my pussy to yearn
for his touch, for his exploration. I place soft licks and gentle kisses on his
stomach and chest as I reach up and kiss the nipples I was just touching, my
tongue flicking the tips making them erect.
Marcus
can no longer contain himself as he takes one hand and caresses my smooth back,
gently running his fingers up and down my spine as I continue to tease one
nipple then the other with my tongue.
I
gaze up into Marcus's eyes, shivering with anticipation of his cock thrusting
inside me. A soft hand strokes my hair, and finds my face, his fingers wanting
to feel my wet tongue as I lean closer kissing the places that have yet to feel
the caress of my lips. I feel a finger seductively open my mouth and play with
my tongue until I find the strength to stop it from moving and suck it like I
will his throbbing cock. I suddenly stop the seduction of his finger as the
urgency of my desire to have him fuck me gets stronger.
His
hand continues to alternate from stroking my hair to caressing my back. I feel
his hand go lower to my rear and my legs open a little for more intimate
caresses. I moan in wanton lust hoping his fingers will find my hole to explore
whilst I still tease his nipples. He probes me, pulling at my exposed clit,
pushing it around and up and down with one finger then places a finger deep
inside me. I moan in profound ecstasy. "Sweet Jesus, you must stop," knowing it
wouldn't take much to make me cum.
I
ease away from his touches and focus my attention to his hardness as I hear him
taste the finger that was just probing me. "I want to fuck you," Marcus tells
me; his body now getting restless.
"Not
yet," is my reply, my breathing intense, my body aching for him. His manhood is
how I remembered it, a small scar sits at the base and his balls are smooth. I
grin as I remember the times when we use to groom each other. His cock is firm
and hard as it twitches at me almost in greeting. Marcus moans encouraging me
to reach out and touch his penis. After all these years I prepare myself to
devour him once more.
Looking
into his glazed eyes, I slowly lick my hand to make his cock wet and ready for
stroking. "'Oh god," he murmurs, in anticipation of my hands masturbating him.
Slowly at first I begin stroking, my speed increasing, as he raises his hips a
little to assist my play. I long for his manhood to invade my mouth, my eyes
talking to his, no words come from my lips. One hand cups his balls the other
remains at the bottom of his shaft ready for my mouth to seduce his throbbing
cock. With a large amount of saliva on the tip of my tongue, I let it drool
from there onto his cock and watch as it trickles down its' length. Marcus
shirks. Quickly but still very gently I chase it down with my tongue and then
back up again, keeping my eyes fixed up at him. I spread the wetness all over
his cock until every part of him is wet from my mouth. As he stirs, I increase
the licking and take his penis deep into my mouth keeping it there as he moans
in pleasure. With the pressure of my mouth I remove his cock slowly but still
sucking the head, my tongue licking the tip encouraging his pre cum teasingly.
This
is too much for Marcus to bear so he suddenly sits up and pulls me on to his
lap. I ride him, his hands on my hips, his cock deep inside me, I can feel he
is close to coming, our rhythm gets faster and as I sense my own orgasm, I feel
him climax deep inside my cunt. "Don't stop," I plead and he continues to jerk
up whilst my muscles contort and milk his cock dry. Leaning forward and
supporting my weight with my arms either side of Marcus, I gyrate slowly, looking
into his eyes. My pussy is full of his hot semen and I contract my muscles
knowing his cock can feel the pulsations as his cum seeps out of me.
We
lay together in sweet aftermath, embracing each other whilst letting out an
occasional sigh. I feel a sense of sadness as I kiss his neck and look into his
eyes. "I am going to leave soon," I tell Marcus, knowing that I said I would
stay the night. He looks surprised and asks, "Will I see you again, Kate?" I
shake my head, knowing that this was a one off encounter never to be repeated.