Although we would have heard the sound of
the waves on the beach if we'd really listened, in reality, beyond the walls of
our room there was nothing of any concern to us at all. Because for us and our
time, outside that room nothing existed. Inside, a pale rectangle of tangled
bedding, pillows and scattered, half inside out clothing delineated our world
and everything we had was in it.
Behind the window's billowing curtains the
sky darkened heavily with the weight of the coming storm. For a while a few
stars remained, gleaming fitfully in the gloom before they were swallowed up by
the rolling bank of cloud moving inexorably inland from the ocean.
Inside by candlelight we dreamed that we
were in a sunlit green valley with a rippling stream and shady trees
overhanging a pool in which we could swim. And, while the storm built and the
ocean roared we cuddled and kissed, and for a while, did little else but dream.
When the first flashes of lightning lit the
room he shivered and wriggled against me rapturously, candlelight dancing
wildly in the sudden movement of air.
"There is going to be a thunderstorm!" he
whispered breathily, his mouth close to my cheek.
"Are you afraid?" I asked, pushing back the
bedclothes with one foot so that I could look at him.
He shook his head, murmured something
inconsequential, wriggling and stretching again when I shoved the bundled quilt
further down.
His body was so slim and pale it might have
been some wondrously carved marble statue with, where candlelight flickered,
small shadows slithering and slipping, rippling like spells along the length of
it.
"I like 'em" he said softly "'specially
when………'specially when I am with you……"
He sighed, moved his arms above his head
while shadows emphasised the intricate patterns tattooed on his skin. Gilding
the lily did not come into it! His body was beautiful anyway so anything more
could only enhance it. Like the gold rings which accentuated his nipples and
the soft hair in his armpits which aided and abetted his allure.
As I leaned over him he moved his head and
kissed me lightly, tongue tip tickling around the edge of my mouth, trailing
honeyed droplets onto my chin. Dancing candlelight lent his body the
sinuousness of a small mammal. A chinchilla or otter perhaps, while, close up
and in the pale wavering light the peculiarly patterned undulations of his body
made him appear extraordinarily, breath catchingly otherworldly.
Time passes at a different rate when we are
together, slower and with little ripples and reversals, just as the stream of
desire in which we drift wanders between pebbly pools dappled in sunlight and
sandy, shallow places which ripple with unspoken desire.
He kissed the side of my nose, traced the
shape of my face between eyebrows, found a couple of lines in the skin on my
forehead. I breathed in the musk of his body then, as he moved deliciously, a
scent so recognisably mine and his mixed together that it was utterly
unmistakable.
After a moment his body lay entirely upon
me, light as a feather yet weighty with potential and suggestive implications.
Then he moved again, drew his thighs up on either side of me and sat, oh so
lightly, astride my hips. "Love you love you love you" we told each other
breathily, our thought streams manifest in the limpid heat.
He laughed softly, hands moving like quick
little insects running together across my chest.
"Mickee oh….Mickee" his fingertips said.
For a split second the room was brilliantly
illuminated by a flash of lightning so dazzling it was almost touchable. His
fingers found my nipples at the same time as mine found his, our groans drowned
by the boom of the thunder as, as one, we began to pinch.
Oh yes, we've several likes and dislikes in
common, didn't I tell you? And guess what? Having our nipples pinched is only
one of them.
Being thrilled by thunderstorms and the
sound of the surf on the beach is another, which is one of the reasons we came
to this place anyway, where the Atlantic
smashes itself endless against the rocks below our wooden house on stilts. Oh
those waves rise so high sometimes that the trailing bedclothes become
saturated by the surf which leaves so gently, patterns like necklaces of
jewelled sands across the floor.
He squirmed as my nails bit deeper, as I
tried to outdo the pain he was inflicting on me. We squirmed together, each as
close to agony as we could be without screaming, each dancing along the very
sharpest edge without screaming, without screaming or being the first to give
in, without screaming or wanting it to stop while at the same time wishing it
would, without screaming……
Words were unnecessary then in that blue
white Xray light when the lightning flashed. We writhed together, each aware of
what the other wanted, each knowing how far we could go to get it and knowing
too that we would, in all probability, always go just that little bit further.
The next brilliant flash of lightning came
so soon after the first that it might have been an echo, the thunder
tremendous, continuous and primeval in it's ferocity. He jerked and writhed on
top of me, tumbling like a dead thing so suddenly that I thought for a moment
he'd been struck by the bolt which hideously lit our room, except that sweat
and kisses continued to stream furiously from him smothering my face and neck,
my nose, my ears……...
Distantly the ocean roared, echoing the
storms outside and within. We turned together familiarly, hearing nothing but
each other's murmured endearments, while the earth moved, or at least our big
old four poster did, shaking and quaking in harmony with the thunderous storm
and the candlelight's flickering.
How long had it been, I wondered lazily,
since we'd made love so rapturously? How long had it been since I'd taken him
so readily. Better still when had he last accepted me as easily as this?
"It's going over I think" he whispered
after some time, his face close to my ear.
I breathed deeply, savouring his sweat,
scenting the freshness of the sea air, tasting semen and saliva again as he
kissed me.
"The best ones never last long!" I told
him.
"No, I know" he said.
We laughed together, his thighs glued to my
thighs, my left arm lost numbly somewhere in the depths of the bed.
"Tides turning too" I told him. "I……I
didn't hurt you, did I?"
"Um……well, only a little" he said and
kissed me again.
When the thunder rolled again it was much
further away, inland behind the forest, smothered by the trees across the
ridge. The lightning could not match our candle flame then, nor the song of the
surf rival our words of love. Darkness deepened and as the night wore on we
meandered together, drifting in warmth and comfort, half asleep contentedly, carefree
towards a far distant dawn.
© Aahlu. 2008.