My
first husband was a typical man. I thought he loved me and admired my ambition.
We met in law school so he knew I was an intelligent and independent woman. Our
marriage only lasted 5 years. After we had both passed the Bar; I passed the
first time, it took him 3 tries. I should have known then that we wouldn't
last. It was over when I made partner before he did. He was threatened by my
success and began to insist that I get pregnant. When I refused to rush
starting a family, he left me. It wasn't pretty. I remember screaming at him as
he left.
"Good!
Get the fuck out! I'm the better attorney. I wrote the pre-nup and I'm keeping
the house!"
It
was true. He knew it, and I did keep the house. I'd chosen it and I'd decorated
it. It was my house he was just in it. So there I was in my perfect Riverdale,
NY revival style house; a partner in a prestigious Manhattan law firm, blonde,
beautiful and alone. I began to think about what kind of man would really make
me happy. After a few years of dating guys just like my ex and getting the
final decree of divorce; I thought I knew the answer. My biological clock was
about to begin its countdown too. I was 34. I decided to utilize the power of
the internet and created a dating profile. I completed all the basic
information and posted a very nice bikini shot of me at Jones Beach. In the
free text area I wrote:
Wanted:
Househusband
Applicant
must cook, do all household chores, lawn work, and manage the maintenance of a
5 BDRM home and 2 automobiles. Must have IQ of at least 140, be fit, healthy,
have a great libido and a monogamous nature. He should want a family in the
future and plan to be the stay at home parent. Benefits include: the pleasure
of being dominated and cared for by a successful and kind woman, the
possibility of daily sexual gratification, car, a weekly allowance as well as
the freedom to work part time with prior approval. Other benefits are
negotiable. Would you like to live happily ever after?
I
did not believe that the man I sought would materialize but I now believe
anything is possible. We first met for lunch near my office. It was a Monday.
For me it was love at first site but I couldn't let him know. He was like a
dream to me. His dark wavy hair was tousled around the sharp features of his
face, which was covered with razor stubble. He stood straight up as I
approached. His shoulders were broad and muscular. I looked up at him even in
my 4 inch heels, so I knew he was about 6 feet tall. He had a majestic quality
that caused me to want to bow to him. His hands enveloped mine as we introduced
ourselves. I looked up into his grey eyes and immediately imagined fucking him.
It had been a while.
"Zander,
my friends call me Z."
"Leora,
my friends call me Lee. Strange coincidence, our names, do you have any Greek
heritage? "
"I
do." He answered and smiled broadly. "You are very beautiful Leora. You are far
more beautiful than the photo. I am so pleased to meet you. I was surprised
when you agreed to meet me so quickly."
"You
were the only man to contact me, I thought there was no point in exchanging
messages and email when you told me you lived in Manhattan. People can only
discover chemistry in person after all."
"So
true, I brought a resume for you in case you wanted to check up on me."
"That's
nice, I will take it." I was struggling to maintain the dominant role I'd
professed to want as I slid the paper into my briefcase. "Tell me what you do
Zander?"
"Well
I guess you could say I am a starving artist. I paint. I also work as a
personal trainer when I need money. So I thought being with a woman like you
might allow me the freedom to be the artist I am. I do want a family, and I
could live with, and perhaps enjoy the nontraditional roles you propose as long
as I am always the man in public."
"That
sounds fine. I do not want to be the man. I do want it to be understood that I
am in charge unless I specifically state otherwise. In public we would appear
to be like any other couple⦠I find you very attractive are you attracted to
me?"
"Yes.
I love natural blondes. I think we could make very beautiful children
together."
"Will
you make yourself available to me this weekend?"
"Yes
Leora, I will." He smiled.
"I'll
review your resume and contact you."
"May
I hail a cab for you or walk you back to your office?"
"You
may walk me." I couldn't help but smile up at him. I feared it was the smile of
a school girl with a crush, not that of a strong dominant woman.
He
was so hot I commenced the in depth background check immediately. Much to my
delight he checked out just fine. He was 30. Average suburban American family,
NYU Art school graduate, never married, no kids, clean drivers license, not so
great credit score. I decided that this warranted further exploration. I'd
spend the weekend in the city. I made a reservation at the Marriott Marquis,
got theatre tickets and some new lingerie. I'd never played the dominant role
before and wondered what Zander might be expecting. I imagined him serving me
wearing nothing but black silk boxers and a black leather collar with leash for
whipping if necessary. Hey, I wasn't completely sheltered; I'd seen some
pornography in college. I intended to fully explore the possibilities of this
fantastic life plan. I called him Wednesday afternoon when I got home from work
to plan for our weekend together. I had 'butterflies' for the first time in my
life.
"Hello
Zander? It's Leora. I'd like to plan for the weekend."
"Tell
me your plan then."
"I
reserved a room at the Marriott Marquis and I got tickets to a show. I'd like
you to decide where we'll dine before the theatre."
"That
sounds fine. Would you like me to meet you at the hotel?"
"Yes
please call me from the lobby and I'll come down when I'm ready."
"Is
there anything else you require of me between now and then Leora?"
"I
don't think so."
"Well
I am looking forward to seeing you and serving you in any way you desire Leora.
I only seek to please you and submit to you."
I
was speechless. I felt like I'd won the Lotto jackpot. This gorgeous,
intelligent, artistic man REALLY wanted to allow me to have my way with him! I
tried to keep my cool, but as I said, it had been a while. My panties were
already wet for this guy.
"Thank
you, I'll see you Friday. Plan to be with me through Saturday afternoon and if
you do as you are told, maybe forever." As I hung up I felt a sexual heat come
over me. I couldn't wait for Friday, I went to my bed pulled my vibrator from
the night table and clicked it on. I released my sexual energy as I thought
about Zander; pushing my rabbit into my wet cunt until I came.
By
Friday I'd purchased the silk boxers, the collar and the leash. I was ready to
make this man mine. When he called me from the lobby bar I'd just slipped my
little black dress on over my black lace thong. That's what's so great about
dresses; panties, dress, shoes, done. So I buckled my black patent leather
stiletto Mary Jane's and went downstairs to meet him. He was sitting at the bar
in a charcoal gray Versace suit. His face was clean shaven and his hair was
tamed, combed straight back smoothly. I was smitten. We had Martini's then went
on to dinner and the theatre as planned. He was as charming and funny as he was
handsome. I was convinced that he was my intellectual counterpart before we
returned to the hotel. That left only our sexual compatibility to be
determined.
"Do
you want to kiss me?" I asked him as we rode the elevator up to my room.
"Do
I want to kiss you? I want to fuck you Leora. I want you to tell me how you
like it and demand that I fulfill your needs."
"Start
with kissing me here, now." When he kissed me he made it clear that he was
perfectly capable of being the man. We went to my room.
"Take
off your clothes and put these on. I'll be right out." I told him tossing the
boxers and the collar toward him as I went into the bathroom. I undressed and
put on my white silk robe. I held the leash in my hand as I re-entered the
room. I laid the leash across the bed. Zander stood there waiting for me. His chest
hair was smooth and fine. It surrounded his dark nipples and grew toward the
center narrowing down into the shorts. His chest and abdominal muscles were
perfectly sculpted and he had put the collar on as instructed.
"I'll
need you to bathe me then you'll make love to me to prove your worth." I told
him holding the leash in my hands. He walked to the bathroom and opened the
faucet.
"Would
you like a bubble bath my love? May I refer to you as my love?"
"Yes,
and yes my love. I'd like you to tell me everything you love about me as you
bathe me."
"Come
in then and see if I've adjusted the water temperature to your liking."
I
stood in front of him and he untied the belt of my robe. I turned my back to
him and let him take it off me. I tied my long blonde hair up. As he hung up
the robe I got into the warm sudsy water. He was soon kneeling beside me. He
took the washcloth and began to stroke my back and neck.
"I
love you're your pouty lips, your Tinker bell nose and your violet eyes. I love
your soft white skin and your long delicate neck. I hope you'll be a model for
one of my paintings someday." He moved the wash cloth over me and spoke. "I
love that your breasts fit so completely into my hands and the pale pink of
your petite nipples. I love your svelte body, long legs and polished toe nails.
I love you're the hint of soft blonde hair on your pussy. I love that you enjoy
art and theatre. What I love most about you is that you propose to care for me
and have me serve you every way. "
As I
laid there in the warmth of the bathtub experiencing his touch and listening to
this gorgeous man exalt me I felt a state of calm that I would cherish for the
rest of my life. As the water began to cool I got out. Zander toweled me dry
from head to toe kissing me softly everywhere as he did so. He carried me to
the bed laying me down gently as he pulled back the linens. His state of
arousal was poking through the boxers. He again kneeled beside me and began to
his my mouth with a zeal I gratefully returned. As I touched his face and neck
I realized that the collar would make him mine. The exhilaration that this
notion gave me was so empowering that my body began to respond to him more
intensely.
He
gently kissed my breasts holding them in his big hands and rubbing his coarse
face against them. He moved down my abdomen tonguing my navel. I could not
contain my excitement.
"Kiss
my cunt!" I shouted at him grabbing the leash and lashing him across his back.
"Yes
my love." He answered. His grin told me I had given him exactly what he wanted.
His
mouth felt like it was made to master my cunt. His tongue stroked the hood of
my clit to expose it fully. He licked it until I came and gave him another
lashing with the leash.
"Penetrate
me with your tongue now!" He thrust his long tongue into me curling it to touch
my spot until I came again for him. I wanted to demand he fuck me then but I
waited. He kissed my puffy cunt lips just as he had the lips on my face
tenderly tonguing me as I relaxed again.
"Kiss
my ass now! Show me that you love every part of me." I gave him two more
lashes.
"Yes
my love." He grinned. I'd pleased him again.
He
kissed the lips of my face as he rolled me over. He stroked my crack repeatedly
from my clit to the small of my back. Then he sucked on my asshole with his
lips. Just as I thought my anticipation would force me to scream again his
tongue entered me. His hand cupped the mound of my cunt and his thumb caressed
my clit as he tongued my ass until I came again. As the orgasm sent my body
into spasm he pushed his tongue into my ass as far as he could then withdrew it
and replaced it with his index finger. He fingered my ass until the orgasm
finally subsided.
"Fuck
me!" I screamed as I rolled over onto my back. I wanted to withhold my cunt
from his cock but I didn't have the strength. I needed his cock inside me. He
stood up and let the boxers fall to the floor. His cock was big and thick with
an ample circumcised head. I wanted to suck the pre cum from the tip of it but
resisted. As he moved toward me I spread my legs for him. He reached his left
hand behind my neck as he slipped his cock into my hungry cunt with his right
hand.
"Fuck
me. Fuck me good and hard until I cum at least five more times before you cum."
"Yes
my love."
He
fucked me from the front ferociously pounding my cunt; I came again and again
pushing back toward him even when his big cock hurt me. He rolled me over and
fucked me on my knees with my ass in the air. He was fingering my ass as he
fucked me with the same fervor until I came again. Then he fucked me smooth and
easy as we spooned. He fondled pinched and pulled my nipples as his cock
continued to make my cunt its own. I moaned with pain and pleasure. I had no
words.
"May
I come now my love?" He whispered as he pushed hard into me.
"Yes
my love." He held me close as he filled my gratified cunt with his cum.
We
began to plan our wedding later that same week. Ten years later I still get wet
just thinking about putting that collar on him and lashing him to remind him
who is in charge. He has never failed to fulfill any of the requirements I
outlined for him. Our house is always clean. Dinner is always on the table when
I get home from work. Our two beautiful daughters are honor roll students. Most
importantly Zander has had the freedom to be the artist that he is and the nude
paintings he has done of me show me through his eyes. I am so much more
beautiful and so much more fulfilled as his master or is he who has mastered
me?