It
was the first of June in 1971 and the sun was shining as I drove my old beat-up
Falcon out of town. I was happy. I'd passed my all my college classes, and it
looked like I'd finally graduate next year. I was also happy because I was
headed to the little farm in Tennessee where I'd earned most of my college
money. After donating a couple of years of my time to Uncle Sam, courtesy of
the draft, and he'd sent me on a vacation to Vietnam, the GI Bill took care of
a lot of the costs. There were always the necessities of life to take care of,
though, like the beat-up trailer I rented, something to eat, and a six-pack in
the fridge for the weekends. Working summers for Mrs. Howell gave me enough
cash for that and the occasional date.
I
was discharged at Ft. Campbell, and decided to stay in the area to go to
school. At twenty-two, I was getting a bit of a late start, but better late
then never. After a year of living off what I'd saved from my Army pay, I was
broke. The ad in the paper looked interesting, so I called the number. Mrs.
Howell had lost her husband that winter, and needed help with the tobacco, hay,
and cattle. I drove out to talk to her, and we hit it off. I started the next
day.
Tracy,
her daughter, was nineteen at the time, and when I first saw her, I knew it was
going to be fun working there that summer. I was fueling the tractor at the
tank beside the house when Tracy came out in a tiny bikini with a blanket in
one hand and a bottle of suntan lotion in the other. After finding a spot in
the sun, Tracy spread out the blanket and sat down to put on the lotion. She
seemed to take a long time with her full breasts, even reaching into the cups
of the bikini top to put lotion where I was sure no sun could ever reach, and
took even longer with her inner thighs. Looking back, I'm pretty sure she did
it for my benefit, because when she caught me looking, she grinned knowingly.
There
was an old tenant house on the farm, really just two rooms – a kitchen and a
bedroom with a bath off one corner- that Mrs. Howell let me live in. When the
day's work was done, I'd take a shower, eat something, and then relax on the
tiny porch. After a couple of weeks, Tracy started walking over to talk to me
after dinner. She'd usually stay until almost dark. It was nice having her to
talk with, and even nicer having her to look at. She was a pretty brunette with
all the tight slender curves of a young woman. It was apparent she knew all
about what those curves could to me, too, because her clothes were either tight
enough to leave little to the imagination, or loose enough that I didn't have
to imagine much if she sat the right way.
The
night before I left for school, Tracy gave me a hug, and then kissed me. I did
what I though was right. After all, she was only nineteen and I was twenty-two
and felt a lot older than that. I pushed her away gently after the kiss,
"Tracy, what was that for?"
"Well,
I like you, and thought we could…well, you know."
"Yeah,
I know, and as much as I'd like to, I can't. It's not you, Tracy. It's just
that, well, you don't really want that yet. You need to save that for someone
else, someone… when you're ready to be a woman, you'll know who that is and
that it's right."
The
second summer, she didn't tease me by tanning in the yard in her bikini. She
teased me by helping work the tobacco in her bikini. I'll tell you, watching
her bend over to get to a hidden weed caused me to walk ahead of her until my
cock went back down. When we rested at the end of the rows, Tracy would flop
down on the ground with her legs spread, put her arms over her head, and then
look at me and smile. It was obviously an invitation, but one I wasn't ready to
accept. Tracy knew that, but that didn't stop her from trying.
I
supposed I could expect the same this summer, and I was half anticipating seeing
Tracy coming out to greet me in another bikini. She had a summer job as a clerk
for a local business, and apologized that she wouldn't be able to help me as
much as last year. She put just a slight emphasis on the word "help" and
grinned. As she drove down the drive, I realized how much I was going to miss
her being around.
Most
of the summer was about the same as last, except I only saw Tracy on the
weekends, and she usually wasn't in a bikini. In fact, she never laid in the
sun at all, but that didn't stop her from exciting me. The T-shirts and tight
shorts did that quite nicely, and many were the Sunday afternoons I spent
hiding the hardon in my pants while we talked about our classes or the farm or
other things.
One
Saturday night in late July, I was sitting on my little porch enjoying a beer.
It was almost dark, but it felt almost as hot and humid as it had at noon. I
was sitting there sweating when Tracy walked over from the house.
"You
got another one of those?", she asked. "I'm twenty-one now, so I'm legal."
I
brought her a beer and sat back down. Tracy tipped the bottle to her lips and
let the icy liquid flood her mouth, then put the sweating bottle to her
forehead.
"God,
that's good. It's been so damned hot all day I'm about dried up."
"You
should have been putting up hay like I was. It was hot and it was dusty and by
the end of the day the sweat just turned into mud. It was great to be able to
come back and take a shower."
Tracy
took another pull on her beer, swallowed, and then smiled.
"If
you've got a few more of those, I know where we can go to cool off."
"Oh,
and where would that be?"
"The
pond down in the cow pasture. Haven't you ever been down there? It's fed by a
spring, so it's always cool. Dad used to take me swimming down there. After he
died, I never wanted to go back, but it sure would feel good right about now.
You get your trunks and the beer while I go get my suit and a flashlight."
In
half an hour, I walked out into pure bliss. The water was so cool, it took a
little getting used to, but after that, it was fantastic. It was almost as
fantastic as Tracy in her little bikini. We stayed in water up to our necks for
about half an hour and let the heat of the day just drain away. I was feeling
good and feeling like another beer, so I asked Tracy if she wanted one too.
"You
bet. Meet you on the blanket."
We
sat there in the dark, talking through that beer. I uncapped two more and sat
back down beside Tracy. She took her beer, sat it on the blanket beside her and
put her hand on mine.
"You
know that first summer, when you told me I should wait? I never told you, but
I'm glad you did."
"I'm
glad, I guess. So, you found the right guy?"
"I
think so. We haven't done anything yet, but it's only a matter of time."
"Well,
Tracy, I hope you're very happy with him."
"That
kind of depends on you."
"Depends
on me…How could that be?"
Tracy
slipped her hand up my arm to my chest.
"You're
the guy, and please don't tell me I'm not ready to be a woman yet. I'm ready
now. Make me a woman, please."
"But
I don't have…I don't have anything."
"You
don't need anything. I thought about this all winter before I decided, and then
I planned how. I've been on the pill for three months."
Tracy's
hand was already sliding inside the leg of my trunks when I kissed her. A tug
on the two strings of her bikini caused it to fall away, leaving her breasts
cupped in my hands. She moaned when I rubbed her stiff nipples with my thumbs,
and she started pulling on the waistband of my trunks.
Her
words were quiet little whispers that turned to gasps when I brushed her
nipples.
"Take
off your trunks. I want to feel you."
I
slipped off my trunks at the same time Tracy worked the bikini bottom down over
her hips. Then I felt her soft hands slide up my thigh and circle my cock.
Tracy sucked in her breath when she felt it, then she began stroking it slowly.
"Am
I doing this right?"
"Tracy,
you're doing a great job. Let's see what I can do for you."
I
slipped my hand between her thighs and slowly caressed my way up. Tracy opened
her legs to my touch, and when my fingertips cupped her sex, she shivered and
groaned.. She was already wet when I eased my fingertip between her lips and
moved it down to her passage. It felt as if she got even wetter when I slowly
pushed my finger inside her.
She
really had waited, or at least that's what she felt like. Just inside her
entrance, she got very snug. I'd experienced that tightness once before. I was
young and stupid, and I'd hurt the girl in my rush to bury my cock in her. I
wasn't going to make that mistake again.
With
my lips, I nuzzled and nibbled at her nipples. With my fingertips, I softly
caressed her lips and clit, then slipped my finger into her, deeper and deeper.
Tracy relaxed little by little, and then began to tense again as I brought her
close to cumming. Just a little rubbing on her clit and a gentle bite on her
nipple took her over the edge. Tracy's hips lurched into my hand as she cried
out. I stroked her clit a bit more firmly and she arched off the blanket, then
clamped her thighs together around my hand.
Tracy
started to say something, but I covered her mouth with mine. I kissed her
softly until she returned the kiss with a passion I hadn't expected. When I
slipped my tongue between her lips, she met it with hers and sighed. Little by
little, as I ever so lightly caressed her swollen, wet lips, her legs opened
again.
She
had long since stopped stroking my cock, but I didn't need her hands to excite
me. I could feel her wetness, feel her hips rocking as I caressed her up the
slope again, and I caught the scent, the scent of a very aroused woman. All
that had my cock rock hard and straining to plunge into her, but I waited.
When
Tracy was nearly there again, I stopped and moved between her thighs. In the
moonlight, I could see a flicker of fear in her eyes.
"I
know this will hurt, but I want you to do it. I don't want anybody else, just
you."
I
didn't say anything, because it was probably going to hurt, but I was going to
do everything I knew to make it easier for her.
When
my cock touched her lips, they were warm and wet. Tracy opened her thighs wide
and my cockhead slipped in to her entrance. I pushed in, slowly and gently,
until I felt resistance. Tracy tried to help, but I pulled back. With my arm
wrapped around her thigh, I could reach her clit, and I began gently rubbing it
again. Her response was anything but gentle. Tracy started to moan and thrust
her hips into me, trying to push my cock inside her. She couldn't have known
how to do that in any way other than instinct, and that told me she was very
close.
I
pushed my cock back inside her until I felt the tightness again, and then
pushed harder. As soon as Tracy cried out, I stopped pushing. In only a few
moments, her hips were arching into me again, so I pushed a little deeper.
Suddenly,
Tracy began to pant and moan at the same time. I felt her body lift under me,
and then she cried out as she came again. At that second, I pushed my cock
through the resistance in her passage until our bellies touched. I came
quickly, because of the tightness and because Tracy was still rocking her hips.
We stayed that way, locked together, her arms tight around my neck, and her
lips on mine, until my cock finally slipped out of her.
Tracy
put her lips to my ear, kissed it, and then whispered. "Thank you."
We
met every night after we'd both finished work, but it was a couple of days
before Tracy shared my bed, and then I had to be very gentle. By the end of
that special summer, we were making love almost every night. I'm sure her
mother knew, but she didn't say anything. She also didn't say anything when
Tracy transferred to my college, or when we set up housekeeping together.
Well,
that was a lot of years ago. As it turned out, Tracy didn't stay with me, but
we still see each other every week or so. She's married to a doctor who spends
more time at his hospital than at home, and she says she gets lonely,
especially now that her kids are gone. I think he knows, but doesn't care as
long as she goes with him in public.
As
for me, I found Julie. We have what some folks call an open marriage. We just
think we're doing what feels good. Yes, we were careful when we planned our
family, but once they went off to lives of their own, we agreed that one could
love only one person, but still make love to other people. She has a special
friend, a friend like my Tracy. He's younger than Julie, and his special summer
was a couple of years ago, when he was helping Julie landscape our new home.
Everyone has that special summer at sometime in their lives, that summer when
everything seems right and life is good. We're glad we could be a part of two
of those.